a week to remember

it was a very berry long long time ago since my last post =( many things happen in my life for 3 years. now i live in jakarta for about 1 month. I get promote to become operational manager of my branch office. Accidentaly i found my old blog. Re-reading all that content. Aaand promise to continue writing in my blog.

So, how's life now?

I'm 25 y.o now. Have a great job with nice office condition. I drive car, i live in comfy simply room. No need to enjoy traffic jam because my office is near from my house. I live in my dream life i always wanted. Alhamdulillah. i have you. Dear. Who always success to become   my best friend, brother, lover, and partner. I'm healthy. Happy. I have lovely parents and sister and family. What a blessing life from Allah.

next week my entire life will change. I will face my new part of grow-up living. Getting married. i was kinda  confuse why i'm not nervous. I'm fully excited and wish that all will be okey. The more i think about it the more i can't sleep. Okeiyy this is it for my hellow greetings. Good night dear all my friends

beauty is struggle

some days this week, i accompany my new best friend to skin care doctor. she is beautiful. really. but yaph we, girls, love perfection. some acne can destroy all our day. when we have a good skin, then we love to make it brightener, smoother, etc. hoho how we love beautiful thing so much =) some girls spend much money to get perfect performance. buy some cosmetics, go to skin care, do diet, buy oh-so-cute clothes, and all that pretty stuff. for what? to be beautiful of course. my self including the careless one. since two days ago,, i got acne. maybe it caused by stress. more i try to dissapear it, more i make it worst =p so, i try hard to find the solution. there is some tips from me:

1. wudhu. haha weird yak? but believe it or not, wudhu is for purity, makes me calm, cool, fresh, comfort, if our heart pretty comfy, can boost our inner beauty shining XD.

2. the important things is keep our body in good condition, keep clean. don't be lazy to clean your face. the right step: (1) put milk cleanser, massage gently, rotate. and clean with silky wet towel. don't use COTTON (2) use facial foam (3) use toner with cotton. don't MASSAGE (4) use moisturizer depend on your skin (normal, oily, dry) (5) use sun screen non-PABA.

3. remember, there is no instant result. don't believe in cosmetic that promising you whitening skin only couple days. People has type of skin. as i know, Asian people (especially Indonesian) have a "kuning langsat" until "sawo matang" type of skin. why? because we live in tropic country, which have sunshines all years. so we have more melanin to protect our skin from UV A and UV B, source of skin cancer. SO, whatever hard we try whitening our skin, it can't be as white as Kaukasoid people (such as Japanese and Chinese). maksimum skin tone is as white as our under arm skin. i proud to be exotic =)

4. take care of your skin, your hair (use shampoo, conditioner, hair tonic, hair mask), your body (get exercise, don't be hard to your body, take a rest, enough sleep, eat healthy food), your soul (keep good emotion, positive thinking, always feeling blessed)

5. beware of your food. eat more fruits and vegetables, minimize meat. in my experience, when i reduce to consume kind of meat (chicken, beef, goat meat) i feel better. fluently digestion metabolism. not sleepy anymore. and more patient, calm, purity. there is connection between what we eat with our attitude. i think i already know what the meaning of this quotes "You Are What You Eat". i'm not suggest you to become a vegetarian. it is all up to you. but me, my self, i'm still love meatball, Kabuli Rice made by my luvly mom (miss you!), love dendeng padang, chicken courdon bleu, and many yummy gummy meat food when Idul Adha comes. i just minimize the portion. not remove it from my menu =) (i'm sure i can't). get supplement (vitamin C and E), honey, and Habbatussaudah or jinten hitam

by the way, accidentally i want to eat this food huaaaaaa,,,=(

TAKOYAKI

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GREEN TEA LATTEHmmm,,, have a great friends ^^ God Bless You

How to Push your spirit to the limit

morning all ^^ how was your day? hopefully as bright as mine. i love to write in the morning. i dunno. feel so fresh. sitting beside the window. eat some fruits and blogging haha eventhough it makes me must wake up earlier every morning (xixi finally i have a good habbit XD). today i feel so,, what is it. messy. awkward. i realized that i have something to do to make my life more "clean", organized, and well done. so, today,in this sunday morning, i have to change my life to be better (Spirit! spirit!) ^^d. there is my To Do List for today:

1. clean up my table. huhu there is like hypermarket. many kind of things there. books, paper, candy, some fruits (waks!), daily treatment cosmetic, my table lamp, and of course my luvly lappy. this is the truth,,(yaiks)

2.organize my backpack. clothes in my cupboard. all the package under my table.
3. separated the "used thing" to "unused" ones.
4.mmm,,what else? haha i think enough =p it is massive enough to do in my sunday lazy time haha

so,, don't talk just act

by the way i found my way to push my spirit:
1. make sure that your room in best condition. clean, fresh,well organized. believe it or not, condition around you influence your mood. better condition equals to great mood
2. talk to your friend. make "silaturahmi". sharing is a best medicine
3. write down your dream, your target, or inspiring quotes in colorfull letter and post it in place that u can easy to read. remember "the secret" by Rhonda B? all you think about is all you get. it is The Law of Attraction
4. do your hobby. do all you wanna do. everything
5. Eat your favourite yummy gummy food ^^
6. cutting hair, massage, facial, scrubbing, spa (haha blessed to be a girl =p) make a little change for your apparance. trust me its work
7. sharing with your beloved sister, brother, mom and daddy. family is always have the right answer
8. Sholat, read Al Quran, Close and closer to God of course

Have a great day all of you my lovely friends,, XoXo