Hate to be removed

it was surprised when you realized that u get removed by someone.
either it was your ex or someone you dont know well. it were your friends? or someone else.
It feel the same. HURT. PAINFULL.
some years ago i ever remove someone from my facebook friend list.
i was very angry. then decided not to know him/her in my whole life anymore.
i stopped all comunication way to interact with him/her.
i just wanna totally delete that people from my life.
i called it "black list".

i thought it will safe my heart from broken.
i thought my life will so much better without them.
i thought it can be so easy and i can move on soon.
i thought it all their fault. and thats all the consequencies.
they should be get it.

time goes on,,and i realized
i'm totally WRONG
it's so un-grow up.
it's unfair.

it is just i do love someone mucho, so i can't pretending to hate them
because i only can hate someone badly IF i ever deeply in love with him
i remove them just because i'm scared.
i scare that someday i know that he will fallin in love with someone else.
i scare to know not to be part of his life anymore.
it was so sad knowing all his activities.
how was his life without me.
is he more happy?
is he can move on soon?
i just TO MUCH CARE of him and his life
so better if try and learn not to care of him anymore
it is one way to keep me struggle

i hate when someone delete their comment, or wall, or message that their already written
i already read it
and then some minutes later
it dissapears
it feels like someone change her mind
because they realized that texting you is a big mistake
and they dissapointed
it hurts. really

i ever removed by someone to
i just try to keep think positive
She or he love me like i did when i remove someone =)
let time heal that pain away,,amin

Kisah Indomie vs Bihun,,

Dikisahkan BIHUN sangat benci dan iri sama INDOMIE

Setiap kali bertemu di SUPERMARKET mereka gak pernah bertegur sapa..

Bahkan Bihun sering ngeledek dan menghina Indomie di muka umum.. ” Dasar kribo, jelek mentang mentang kuning langsat dan lebih gemuk orang orang lebih suka sama dia.. Dasar gak tau malu ”

Hari hari berlalu.. bulan demi bulan..

Melihat Indomie makin populer kebencian bihun terhadap Indomie makin menumpuk..

Tapi Indomie tetep cuek dan pura pura gak tau.. ” Emang gue pikirin.. Lo aja yang sirik,anjing menggonggong kafilah tetep berlalu ” kata Indomie

Pada suatu hari di Supermarket kedatangan barang baru bernama SPAGHETTI..

Dan langsung jadi primadona baru di supermarket itu..

Bihun yang sedari awal udah kesal.. Makin emosi..

Saking gak kuat nahan emosi, bihun melompat turun , berlari dari atas raknya dan langsung memukuli kepala Spaghetti sambil berteriak..

” Jangan kira gue gak ngenalin elu yaaaa, meski di rebonding gue tetep tau elo si Kribo jelek ituuu ”

Wakakakakakakakakakakakaka

Lumayan bikin ngakak tengah malem,,, XD

Mainan Doubutsu-Uranai ^^

Lets check the result,,

tya

03/03/1988

You are Orange Tiger who tend to be cheerful, carefree, pure and gentle sort of person.

You possess a relaxed atmosphere, and although you seem a proud person, you are actually friendly and open-hearted.

You are not cautious towards people you meet for the first time, and be able to act openly to men as well.

You possess extremely honest character, and never doubt others.

You are too ready to believe others, and are not terribly good at bargaining and tactics.

Your heart is too pure for that sort of things.

Your instinct and observing power is weak.

But you are intelligent enough to see things objectively.

Theory is very important for you, and therefore you are not good at fast action.

You are broad-minded person, and are well trusted by people.

You get too busy looking after the others, and may loose yourself.

You go about thing in your own pace, and you possess strong volunteering spirit.

But if something is unreasonable, you are very obstinate not to acknowledge it.

You are a person with strong sense of justice.

You can be optimistic towards life, and believe everything will settle just fine.

You like men who are well-dressed and smart, modern and educated.

After getting married you will be a caring wife, and tend to be busy going about doing lots of things.

You've Got Mail

Wuaahhh,, lama juga g nge-blog akibat ujian bertubi2 ToT

I saw pretty movie last week. bukan. bukan di 21. tapi dikamar. dvd dipinjemi. lengkap dengan laptop. external dvd. plus earphone nya haha. Thanks to Mb Destrina. Luph u dahh ^^
Firstly i was underestimate sama ni film. tapi yasudlah g ada yg lain hoho. Like another love story, crita berkisar penemuan jodoh si tokoh utama. yang menarik adalah cara mereka bertemu...

Alkisah si cewek (Kathleen) dan cowok (Frank) sama2 udah punya pasangan masing2 (let say, living together for long time lah). Frank dan Kath ni, temen chatting. mereka g pernah ketemu sama sekali. tapi bersahabat via email (judulnya aja You've Got Mail). Dengan Frank, Kath bisa dengan bebas menceritakan apapun. They shared alot of things. Kegiatan mereka. Mimpi2 mereka. Bahkan hal2 yang g penting sekalipun menjadi menarik utk dibahas. They can be theirself purely. In a real world, mereka saingan bisnis. si Kath mengelola toko buku kecil warisan ibunya. si Frank, pengusaha sukses putra mahkota pemilik kerajaan bisnis FOX yang membuka toko buku modern besar disebrang toko kecil punya Kath. kehadiran toko FOX bikin usaha si cewek bangkrut.

In a weird way, mereka selalu bertemu. sampai akirnya mereka berteman saat keduanya sudah sama2 sendiri. Walaupun Kath g tau kalo Frank tu sahabat dunia maya-nya.

Aku menyukai quotes2 pas mereka memutuskan mengakhiri hubungan masing-masing.
yang cewek lg di coffee shop sama kekasihnya. membicarakan hubungan mereka.

   FRANK
You're a wonderful person, Kathleen.

   KATHLEEN
So are you.

   FRANK
And I'm honored that you want to be with
me because you would never be with anyone
who wasn't truly worthy --

   KATHLEEN
I feel exactly the same way about you.

   FRANK
Oh, God, don't say that, please, that
just makes it worse. (haha, cowok sekalipun masih punya hati
untuk menjaga perasaan wanitanya agar tak terlalu terluka)

   KATHLEEN
What?
(he shakes his head)
You don't love me?

Frank shakes his head no.

   KATHLEEN
Me either.

   FRANK
You don't love me?

Kathleen shakes her head no.

   FRANK
But we're so right for each other.
(this is the worst things i hate about broke-up.
penyangkalan bahwa semua baik-baik saja. Saya sudah
terlalu nyaman dengan anda,,,)

   KATHLEEN
I know.

   KATHLEEN
That woman on television, right?
Sidney-Ann.

Frank nods.

   FRANK
I mean, nothing's happened or anything.

i can't help myself.

What about you?  Is there someone else?

   KATHLEEN
Oh, somewhere out there, I'm sure.
Somewhere --
(she throws up her hands)
In cyberspace.

Cukup sepenggal percakapan singkat. Dan mereka saling melepaskan, melanjutkan hidup masing-masing. No fighting. No hurt feeling.. Kirain bakal terjadi pertarungan seru ala selebritis kalo mau cerai. atau at least ada adegan guyur mengguyur minuman ke wajah si cowok dan sedikit tamparan di pipi ala termehek-mehek (=p). ternyata mereka bisa membuatnya terasa manis. Layaknya perpisahan Dewi Lestari dan Marcell.. sangat dewasa..

Bahkan mereka saling tanya apakah ada orang lain yang membuat mereka nyaman. What a nice couple. Mereka menyadari mungkin selama ini relationship mereka cuman karena rutinitas semata. dan mungkin dengan saling melepaskan mereka bakal lebih bahagia,,,
menurutku tiap orang punya "cetakan"nya sendiri2. ada yang memang cocoknya sebagai pasangan. ada yg jauh lebih nyaman jika jadi sahabat atau sodaraan. it depens on our feel. just urself who knows exactly what it should be,,

Kalo yg cowok beda lagi. pas lagi di lift. listrik mati. dan dia terjebak didalam sama kekasihnya, petugas lift, sama seorang wanita dan anjingnya. Ketika lagi nunggu bantuan. tiba2 si wanita nyeletuk "If I ever get out of here, I'm going to start speaking to my mother.I wonder what she's doing right this minute. I think of her... whenever I hear about a new pill. Ecstasy, Zoloft, Fenphen, I just think, I hope Mama knows about that".
Si petugas lift meneruskan "If I ever get out of here...I'm marrying Oreet. I love her. I should marry her. I don't know what's been stopping me". sambil menunjukkan foto kekasihnya yang nyelip di dompet. saat si cowok hendak meneruskan. kata2nya terhenti. He was realized that he don't know what he want exactly,,

Fiuhh,,jd mikir jg. What i really want exactly =)

• What kind of guy i love? should he was older than me? kind of good boy or lil bit bad? should he was first child (like me?), in the middle, or last child? should he smart? Religion? Have a great job? is he a banker to? or enterpreneur? or expert in one subject? is he funny? or the quite one? is he cool? or humble? How about his parents? his family? his friends? his brother or sisters? sadly i don't think so exactly till now =( i have no criteria
• What kind of job that i love most? Which make me full of passion. can stop to work. Even more, i can not separated when i doing my job or just playing my hobby hehe
• What will i do 5 years again? should i have a "husband-wannabe"? hehe (not interesting to looking for a boyfriend). should i travelling around the world (eh Indonesia dulu deh) g kalah bagus kok =p. should i doing Hajj (amiiin) go to makkah. buying car. building my small-comfy-house. Hooohhh daydreaming ^^
• And another " If i,,,,,i'm going to,,,"
  

Most of all, in last film. akhirnya si cewek tahu siapa temen emailnya sebenarnya. n she says "i want it to be you. i want it to be you so badly,,," Like another love story, it ended with "....and they happily ever after"

Someone told me "Jodoh itu seperti kematian. tidak ada yang pernah menduga kapan datangnya dan entah dengan cara apa datangnya". but for sure it will come to you someday,,

something cute enough for my next-bday-target

pas lg malming sama mbak2 sekamar full team,
nemu sesuatu yg keren.
awalnya ngincer jaket-biker-ungu nya logo
tapi ternyata sudah raib
yasudah, memang blom rejeki
eheh malah nemu blazer lucuuu
saking lucunya lgsg foto2 dahh
walo ada yg blg warnanya kayak PNS lah, DinKes lah
tapi aku tetap cintaaa hehe
sayang kurang panjang, jdnya mikir2 kalo dibuat baju kantor (lha trus dibuat kmana ya?!) hehe
karena duit udah jd tiket pesawat PP
jd urunglah niatan ini hehe
sampai jumpa lagi blazer lucuu

eh, ada lagi
ini nih
buku best seller "EAT, PRAY, LOVE" by Elizabeth Gilbert
English version IDR 100,000
@Gramedia

Kamera Lomo yg blom kesampean,,

d part two

@sungai Siak

pangananipun,, es terong Belandaa^^ dan ikan ntah-apa-namanya


Mpek-mpek Pak Raden

ni halte "busway"nya

Gapura bandaranya,,

suasana dalemnya,,

tiketkuuu,,

the waiting room,,

sayonaraaaa,,,^^

wisata kuliner dan tempat wisatanya ^^

tuna steak, french fries, and avocado float hmmm,,,

aneh tapi nyata, disana air mineralnya ginian semua. unfamiliar brand

ini dia jengkol masak peddess ala melayu favoritkuuu^^

the yummiest!! bandingkan ukurannya XD

@Danau buatan,,,

Riau.Lagi.Lagilagi.Riau =))

ni beberapa spot2 "manis" yg kutemukan disana,,
enjoy,,

ni lg setengah bangun (apa setengah tidur yak?!?) di executive lounge Soekarno Hatta
thanks to kartu kredit gold BRI. u can enjoy it for Rp1 alias free

nyampe Pekanbaru @ Bandara Sultan Syarif Kasim II Pekanbaru

JengJeeeeng,,, bangunan2 lucu ditengah kotaaa

ada lagi ini


ayo tebak,, ni gedung apaa?? kukasi petunjuk ya
perhatikan tampak samping. berbentuk apakah itu??


yap! betulbetul (berteriak ala Upin Ipin)
bentuknya BUKU TERBUKA
ini namanya perpustakaan,,hehe

ini ini,,


itu itu,,


DPRDnya,,


kuning-kuning di pinggir jalan hehe

eh.ada pesawat nyasar

dan tak lupa, wisata kulinernya ^^